God’s will comes with its mercies and blessings, making it
easier to bear. People’s comments and unwanted advice, however, are often more
difficult for the cancer patient to tolerate. I am now talking about the people
closest to the patient, Those who really love , care and want the best for
their beloved patient. The best as seen
by them and from their point of view. This is where the
unwanted advice and endless remarks begin.
“What!! you want to stay in America? Wrong...wrong…you must
go back to Saudi…Dr. X there is better than excellent…what is keeping
you in the States?” and she forgets that I have a husband who works in
America…and that I need more than a good doctor who is just a breast surgeon. In fact, I need a whole team of
doctors, the most important being the oncologist who can choose the best
chemotherapy for my type of cancer, which is considered rare since I am
pregnant. I explain this to her and she is shocked because I am not taking her
advice. She mutters “May Allah guide you to the correct path” i.e.her opinion
is the “right path”.
As I drop my son off at the day-care center, I see a dear
friend. When she notices me, she begins to lecture me without any introductions
“I really think you HAVE TO get an abortion… This is my advice for you if you
would listen”
Does she know all the details regarding this decision? No.
Does she know the
opinions of my husband , oncologist or my team of doctors? No.
Did I ask for her advice because I was confused and lost?
No. Then, why all the unwelcome advice and unwanted opinions?
A close friend calls me unexpectedly…she cares about me as she would for herself…and I know what a
true devoted friend she is…she calls and starts talking with an angry voice…
“Your mother told me that you plan to continue with the pregnancy…if the
speaker is insane the listener is not…it seems that you’re not quite aware of
what you are doing and need someone to
wake you up!!. At this point, she starts screaming “You are sick… you are
ill…this is not a flu… this is CANCER…and on top of this what if you have a
handicapped child because of getting chemotherapy while you’re pregnant.”
I think you now realize that what I mean. God’s will and
fate are much easier to bear than things
that people say.
Add to that, all the
misplaced curiosity and strange questions that come from almost everyone. “Will
they remove one breast or two?”
“The chemotherapy will make your hair fallout won’t it?”
“Why did you get cancer? I wonder what the reason could be.”
“How strange, you are a doctor and you still couldn’t detect
the disease at an early stage.” In addition to countless more questions and
comments.
Dear readers, cancer patients need the help, support and love
from the people around them. Please, if you are close to someone suffering from
cancer then do not try to impose or force your opinions and do not offer
suggestions that may be hurtful. No matter how good your intentions are, it
does not mean that your words will not cause pain. If you are just
acquaintances then be sure that curiosity does not make you too bold and ask
hurtful questions. If you can’t contain your curiosity, then look up the
answers in a book or online and then you will know without having to ask.